Peonies are one of my favorites 

so pretty 

Met with the managers of Michael Kors in Beverly Hills today.  Came home to admire my flowers, and I'm off to the gym! 

May 7, 2011

OH MY GOODNESS.... FInally I get a call back from BCBG, to a 3rd and I think FINAL interview.  

Yesterday, I felt like I delivered, so I wasn't doubtful of my call back, but all day I was waiting.  I waited till almost 4pm until I finally got a call.  So nerve wrecking, waiting all day, but atleast I got it.  :D

So I'm watching Roxy for 2 whole weeks!!! It's my cousin's dog, she's 2 years old, and she's a malti-poo.

My cousin's away on Vacation to Spain, so I have this fluff ball to dog sit. 

  

Roxy Bear

May 6, 2011

I just came back from my tired-some interview with BCBG in Rodeo Drive.  It happened to be a group interview, which I don't like, but I felt like I did the best.  We were all so nervous, I walk into a room with 5 gorgeous ladies and all seemed like good candidates.  SO, I of-course started off feeling a little shaky and nervous, but then I shook it off, and started off great.
Some girls rambled, some answered questions well, and I think I sort of out-shined them all.  I have a unique personality, down to earth, and positive; I really let myself out today.

But last night while researching for the company, I started freaking out!!

Am I aiming too low???

should I take a step down and go for higher-end stores??

Am I losing my sense of direction!?

I'm a little freaked out, I had a great mind-set, I knew what I wanted and this may all change!!!!  eeeek!

im pretty much sitting here on my bed typing away! 

May 4,2011

YIPEE!! I just came back from Bcbg interview at Rodeo Dr, I did pretty well, they'd like to introduce me to the general manager Friday at 3:30.  Im so excited I did well on this interview.  I figured, to outweigh my one certain physical flaws, I have to outshine with my personality.

Muahahaha, I feel so wanted, I love it.  I'm off to the gym shortly, I was 130 last week, and this morning I was 124, now im 127.  I dont get it.  But I need to be 110.

May 3, 2011

Woo hoo! I got an interview this friday and I'm a little excited and hopefull for this one.  I think its some fashion/retail company where its a paid internship.  But tomorrow, I'm going to a BCBG interview in beverly hills, wish me luck! they're looking for an Asst Manager position, and I hope I do well cause I know there will tons of people showing up for this event.

My Spirits a bit lifted, my motivations running, and I can't wait to get going with my life.  

Yipee!!

:) 

April 26th, 2011

Tuesday noon!

Im 127 lbs, ahhh i lost 3lbs from yesterday!!! could be water weight, but this morning I had pizza from lean cuisine and 2 slices of my favorite pickle. yum yum.  :)

I got a call back from craigslist this morning from an unknown boutique in citadel, :/ and that kind of gets me excited.  I'm about to head out to send out resumes, but im not sure where to look first.  Cant decide from LA, or Southbay.

Ok... its decided.  Ill do Southbay today, and tomorrow, ill get up earlier for the hunt in LA.  I was kinda hoping to get calls from Urban outfitters/ Anthropology that I sent out a few days ago.  I really liked what they had to offer as far as position and location, it would of been perfect to get that job.  Maybe I should physically walk in and see if they have an opening.

Okie dokie, here i go, wish me luck!!! I need to find something good.

April 25th 2011

I'm not a good writer, this is my personal blog where i want to express my thoughts, and substitue a therapist.

so here i am, 25 years old, on april 25 2011.  no job, havent finished much or accomplished much in life.  Where has that firy eye girl has gone.  The passion for fashion, to become more successful than my father and meet my dream man to create a dream family.  Well, its not like i dont have anything.  I have a great man in my life, and hes so good to me. But to just have a great man without a professional title, I feel lost.  I want a label, i want to feel like im doing something.  I'v always wanted to be a women in power with management skills, great skills in fashion, people person, and doing what i love, so i can say yes, this is my title, and i love what i do!

I am 5'5 130lb and good looking, but i gained 20lbs while being with this man.  Its all my fault, i focused all my attention on all the wrong things.  I need to control my diet, i need to control myself and get back on track to the path i was once was on.  I love growth, and i love self gratification. I need to accomplish something to make myself feel like i won, im almost there.  I'm not content, I'm gaining my fire, and I'm getting myself back.  I'm still young, as they say, but still.  at my prime, i should have everything i dreamed of as a teenager.  All those dreams, all those hopes and wishes.

well, today, i went to the gym, worked off mearly 300 lbs, of tredmill, elyptical, and some dry sauna.

I'm home now, about to take a shower, clean the house, buy groceries, do laundry, send out resumes, and map out tomorrow's hunt for a job.

ugh... groceries.. how i hate making dinner.